Ah Ma, I love you...

I was quite emo this morning. Today is my grandmother's 2nd year death anniversary. Tears just rolled down my eyes when I offered the incense. I just couldn't help it.

2 years ago I was devastated when I know that my grandmother had passed away. At that point in time, I was halfway through exercise NUTCRACKER in SISPEC. I only knew about it a day after she was gone. Sometimes Army is just full of shit. I cannot believe that they refused to break the news to me the moment they knew about it.

3 days before my grandmother passed away, grandma told me that she was feeling very tired, cannot make it already. I knew that something was wrong. I asked her to stopped what she was doing and go rest. It was not enough...... If only I had done something more. This would not have happened.

Ah Ma, I miss your popiah and prawn mee!

This is life. People just come and go. If you always take things for granted, you will regret it when they are gone. So treasure all the people who are around you...

Tuesday with Morie taught me this - Live everyday of your life as if it is your last. If I ever gonna go tomorrow, I just want to spend my final moments recollecting the best times I had with all of my dearest friends.