Confused

I'm so confused. There are so many things which I want to do and so many things which people want me to do. And I don't know what to do.

I want to help kids, elderly and save wildlife.

I want to work out something with mum

I would like to try working with Kacy on a cafe

I want to finish all my projects and schoolwork

I want to be fast and have time to do things I like

My customer wants me to work for her

My good friend K tells me not to skive and work on something

I dream a lot. Maybe I'm not good at anything...

Perhaps I just need more help and experience...

I am so dependent, pampered, helpless...hopeless???

I just need to rant tonight. Whats up with this world! Damn evil world!