Reflections
SMU
I'm so jealous. Jealous of all my friends who have gone for their university orientations. I still need to wait one more week before my SMU orientation starts. It certainly sucks to know that none of my secondary school pals are heading to SMU. I am feeling lonely, having no sense of security. Its certainly frightening taking the first step out to a place no one wants to go. Its time I learn to be independent and explore what's ahead of me.
St James
The time has come. When I first interviewed for the job, I told Kelly that I am going to quit after August. After working for close to half a year at St James, I feel that its really hard to leave. This is what I gonna do. When school starts, I am going to work once a week. If I cannot handle my schoolwork, I will be out of action until the school holiday comes. For my job, the pay is really pathetic. I'm still working because of my colleagues and my regulars. For me, it doesn't hurt to quit because of monetary reasons. It certainly hurts to lose the rapport which I have built with my regulars over the past half a year.
I am having some problems with my captain at St James. I understand your concerns. Sometimes it just can't be helped. I love talking to my guests. If its their first time patronising St James, all the more I will try to help them settle and make them feel like "home". Come on, the whole section is not going to crash and burn just because I took a slightly longer time PRing and explaining. It is not as if I am the only one working and all else will fail just because I spent more time using my mouth rather than my hands.
My motivation is waning. I hope things will change for the better when Gallery bar gets renovated.
Work's a bit different without Bernard around. As much as I miss you now, I still won't change my mind that you should go to London. :P
Pitch Black
Went Pitch Black with Junlin. In time to come, its going to be my favourite haunt.
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